A few days ago I had to take the train back home, as always. That’s where it goes black.

My memory is back, about 4 hours later, at a train station where I wasn’t supposed to be, in the direct opposite direction of my hometown. I’m sure I haven’t been sleeping – I didn’t ‘wake up’ when my memory came back and I was already outside of the train.

And that, scares the crap out of me. I don’t know what I did, who was with me or what happend around me. Why did I end up at that other train station? And why did I black out? It’s a long list of questions, that will never be answered.

In the train back home, three train conductors thought of an epileptic seizure after hearing what had happened to me. I still didn’t have a clue and the only thing I could think of was getting home, back to my girlfriend who was terribly worried.

The doc checked me up the next day, who couldn’t pinpoint the problem. It didn’t give me a headache, no troubles at all getting up after just two hours of sleep. It is like the world continued spinning and my brain stopped recording it for 4 hours. To make sure it’s nothing too serious, I’m having an EEG recording soon.

UPDATE: EEG recording is scheduled for tomorrow, Tuesday December 6th. Hope I’ll have some good news then…